It's over.
Everything was less of a cry fest than I had anticipated; we were all very emotional before the show and then our tears cleared up right away. I don't think I've actually come to terms with the fact that we're done, or even that we ever had a show in the first place. It was all sort of a blur for me. Any other day I would be gushing and praising and being completely overwhelmed with love for all of these people, but I'm just not in the right state of mind. I'm numb to it all right now. The reality of it all will probably hit me like a freight train in the next few days, but for now I'm living in blissful ignorance. As far as I'm concerned, it isn't my dearest people's last show on our stage, no one is going away, we're going to get up and do it all over again next week.
So that is where I am at the present. I'll probably be in an entirely different place tomorrow.
Oh wait, it's already tomorrow.
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